.RUN AWAY.

You know it tears me up inside
to see the feelings that you hide
Hide inside that empty bottle
I wish you saw how great you were
I wish you saw what life was worth
You wouldn't have to hide your problems

And I don't care what you might think
I think you've had too much to drink
Can't even talk when you're this way

Run away, run away
But that won't make it any better
Run away, run away
And make tomorrow harder to live than today

There's so much out there you could miss
there's so much life out there to live
If you would just believe in yourself
You know you're better than all of this
you know you've got so much to give
But you're so afraid to give all of yourself

And I don't care what you might think
I think you've had too much to drink
Can't even talk when you're this way

Run away, run away
But that won't make it any better
Run away, run away
And make tomorrow harder to live than today

There's a bright light shining inside you
it shines out through your eyes
Don't drown it away, don't be afraid, don't hide
Let it shine
Ooh, ooh let it shine

You say you're looking for happiness
but when it comes, you run away from it
You tell yourself you don't deserve it
There's not much more that I can do
now the rest is up to you
Until you love yourself, you'll never change

Run away, run away
But that won't make it any better
Run away, run away
And make tomorrow harder to live than today

Run away, run away
But that won't make it any better
Run away, run away
You'll keep on running until you deal with today.

Siempre es mas facil correr, escapar, siempre lo fue. Y no, no es la mejor opcion, no es la unica opcion, ni la mas recomendable, pero es la mas facil. Y porqué ponerse a pensar? Por qué perder tiempo en tomar una decisión cuando se puede escapar y dejar que todo simplemente PASE? Para qué decir? Para qué sentir? Para qué explicar? Para qué insistir? A veces la mejor opción es pretender, es ocultar, es ceder. Pretender que NADA pasó, que todo esta bien, que todo es normal, que no hay razones para hablar, para explicar, para sentir, para explotar. Ocultar lo que en realidad pasa, ocultar que hay otra realidad, que molesta, que confunde, que no enoja, y sobre todo que hiere, que va quemando, que no se olvida...y que definitivamente no va "pasando". Ceder ante la desesperación, ceder ante el caos, y ceder ante la presión. Ceder porque no queda otra, o porque si no se cede sería todo "mucho peor". Y qué pasa con todo lo que va quedando adentro?? Qué pasa cuando ya no queres o no podes guardarlo más? Qué pasa si yo quiero hablar, quiero explicar y pedir explicaciones, qué pasa si yo quiero decir para no explotar?? Pasa que me tengo que callar, pasa que tengo que velar por la tranquilidad de aquellos que me hicieron mal, y de alguna forma u otra tengo que evitar toda confrontacion, todo mal. Pero no quiero. Porque no puedo. No aguanto más.